I have my studio set up in the other room and I'm hoping to get some music recorded during the course of this week. I hope that the stillness and emptiness of the house combined with having everything set up will help me move toward recording. I really can't understand why it's so hard for me to sit down and record music that I'm very happy with and like playing. The motivation just isn't coming. I don't get it.
I've begun to see where my life gets thrown off track. Things I love that I just quit doing. A year ago I spent a lot of time outdoors, downtown, taking pictures. It was something I loved doing but I stopped. I'm not sure why I stopped but I did. One of those things I love doing but don't do anymore. My goal is to take 1 picture a day. Of the normal, of the dull, of the beauty, the pain, whatever. One picture a day. When the creative, expressive side of me gets snuffed out, my passion for life and God fades. It's a shame that it happens to often.
Another goal is to start reading like I used to. I want to read a t least one chapter a day, Monday thru Thursday. I'm not sure how I waste the hours I have between work and going to bed but somehow I manage to. I just want to make better use of my time. To spend more time outdoors, to read, to be involved in things I love, to use my creative energy.
All in all though, I'm super happy right now. I'm getting ready to move and I'm really excited about that. I have an awesome girlfriend how is challenging me and helping me grow in new ways. I'm really optimistic about what the future holds for me.
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